AM I......?

It has been two whole months since the red flag went up. A month ago, I took THE test, and it was negative. But it has been two freakin months! Now, a lot of questions are racing in my mind.

What's wrong?
Am I sick?
and more importantly,
Am I P-------?!?!

Well, there are several other P words to describe my state of mind right now--PANICKY AND PUZZLED!

This "thing" is definitely unplanned and I am not sure if I am, we are, ready for it. After all, it has been a good three years since our last bout with sleepless nights, colic spells, soiled sheets, nappy cycles, reflux ordeals, and our Haligilet's occasional gas problems. Such an overwhelming thought. I am dead scared!

Will I be a Mom twice around? We will see...

EKS-OH-EKS-OH